After losing the love of life in a sudden tragic motorcycle accident I have felt a loss of myself as well. Timothy was my best friend and his presence in my life blessed me and our boys in every way.
This blog is simply a way to share information and feelings during this grief journey and I am praying this process will allow me some healing and if it can help even one person along the way, then mission accomplished!!
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Thursday, July 31, 2014
Defiance in Grief
After spending time with the boys, and I realize
that we rely on the memories of Tim to help us move through this time of our
lives. I find myself feeling anxious
that I will lose my memories of him. I
don’t want to forget ANY of those moments.
I worry I will forget the sound of voice or his touch. I don’t
want to let any of it go. When I think
of moving on without him, I feel VERY
defiant. Acceptance is obviously still a challenge for
me and this goes back to my point that the stages of grief really are just
guidelines on what you MIGHT experience.
"Death leaves a heartache difficult to
heal; Love leaves sweet
memories no one can steal."