Sunday, July 27, 2014
Overwhelming feelings even after a year as I slowly start going through Tim’s belongings. I was patiently waiting for a natural calm emotional state before cleaning out. I am still not convinced I am ready but one step at a time. I work at for an hour or so then I have to stop.
Tim loved his shoes. He would keep them in boxes and after each wear, clean them and then return them to the boxes. I have tons of nike boxes in my closet with shoes I can’t wear. Why? Having his things with me sadly still brings me some comfort, like he is still with me.
I will take it little by little. It is still very difficult as emotions well up constantly.One day at a time…..