HOPE..Today, I was thinking back to the beginning of our relationship and remembered how hopeful I was. I remembered that the hope I had in the beginning turned to pure JOY. The love I received from Tim brought me JOY. I AM grateful for that love. Loving someone unconditionally is wonderful and losing that person brings unimaginable heart break. I think that is the price you pay for experiencing JOY. I would not take back any moment I was blessed enough to experience with Tim and in retrospect the price is worth it. Now, knowing this and making choices for my life going forward, I will always think twice because paying that price again may take me under.
Maybe tomorrow I will feel different???