Wednesday, February 18, 2015
The local news, the national news and the world news. You can watch 24 hours a day. One heartbreaking story and after another. We hear it so often that we don’t even blink. It is not real in our minds. We are removed because the story is not ours. When death is so removed from us, we become disassociated from it. Yet, when the moment finally comes that a loved one is taken, we are never prepared. When it happens you are thrown into this emotional life we've never lived before. It can be transformational. It in many ways reminds me of being in a washing machine. We don’t always get to choose what happens to us or the people we love. Those circumstances that present adversity, like losing a loved one, will alter our own path. These things happen, and we want to find our way to move forward with courage and grace. This is always easier spoken of and much more difficult to put action to.
NOTE FOR ALL: Conversation is so important, and we have to remind ourselves and teach our children that living life means approaching each day as if it were your last.
Thursday, February 12, 2015
So interesting how men and women deal with the death of their spouse. I came across the below.
" Findings from various studies: In the first year after a spouse’s death, 54% of men have a sexual relationship, compared with 7% of women. By 25 months after a spouse’s death, 61% of men had a new relationship, versus 19% of women, and 25% of men had remarried, versus 5% of women."
FIND YOUR OWN WAY
Wednesday, February 4, 2015
If you watch the news or check in with social media you can see that there is good news that changes someone’s world and bad news that rocks another person’s core. Life changes so rapidly and if you look around and pay attention you can see it everywhere. There is death and sorrow happening everywhere and then there is new life in abundance. Just this week, news of deaths and celebrations of new life. News of recovery and news of life struggles. Every one of them relatable to my own life and my heart celebrates and breaks in sympathy as I realize more and more the levels of sensitivity I have developed. Life is always moving and it is important to relish all that is great and hold on tight through the storms.
Grief has been such a huge part of my day to day and the void of missing Tim is an emotion that is carved into me and changed me forever. He was such a huge part of my life, my happiness and my world that not only I am missing Tim everyday he in turn is missing from me.
What I do know is that this is my temporary home and I will be whole again one day! Until that day, I will be incomplete but will carry every happy memory I can with me as to not forget and honor memories of the people that have made me who I am.
Lyric that have always been with me since June 28, 2013
Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream