Sorting through....

Overwhelming feelings even after a year as I slowly start going through Tim’s belongings.   I was patiently waiting for a natural calm emotional state before cleaning out.   I am still not convinced I am ready but one step at a time.   I work at for an hour or so then I have to stop.

Tim loved his shoes.   He would keep them in boxes and after each wear, clean them and then return them to the boxes.  I have tons of nike boxes in my closet with shoes I can’t wear.  Why?  Having his things with me sadly still brings me some comfort, like he is still with me.

I will take it little by little.  It is still very difficult as emotions well up constantly.   

One day at a time…..